Sing me no metaphors of the sacred heart.
Do not imagine that here lies love
Or the seat of the eternal soul.
Do not tell me of the spiritual ache
Housed within, or the thrill of the bounding beat
That cries of your innermost sufferings
And ecstasies.
Sing me no metaphors of the sacred heart
When I am well acquainted with its form
A strangulated muscle vainly pumping
The dregs of this life’s blood against the tide
To drag me screaming into old age
A fraction of a worthwhile self
Already buried in the past.
Sing me no metaphors of the sacred heart
But look at this pale form and ask yourself
Is this the thing that was your friend
Or a mere substanceless ghost of what once
Has been? Can this tired old heart still bear
The weight of the desire demanded
By your metaphor?
Sing me no metaphors of the sacred heart
But wait a while till I have grown accustomed
To this conscious death which I am living
Hold on another few days till the smile
Returns to my face and the blood creeps back
Under the skin from where it was buried
In this living death
Sing me no metaphors of the sacred heart
But let us be real. This piece of engineering
Pumping in all our chests will die of fatigue
One day and while we wait to wear out
Like cheap white goods with built-in
Obsolescence we have this lovely living death
Which is no worse than life.